All Things Pankish

the unfirm line – Pet Shop Boys

[ / June 3rd, 2010 / Young Bright Things ]

“When I look back upon my life, it’s always with a sense of shame. I’ve always been the one to blame.”
Pet Shop Boys, It’s a Sin

Sometimes a phrase will turn on me as the years pass.

When I was younger and less secure, I thought I was deficient in many ways. I thought I was the reason for many things going wrong. I thought the blame could usually rest on me. I had been the one to blame.

As I grew older, I became more confident, but more judgmental. I was selfish, overly secure and had no problem blaming others for (what I considered) their inadequacies. I had been the one to blame (others).

Thank god I grew more.

2 Responses

  1. Tracy Lucas says:

    Worthy insight.

    And yes, thank God.

    Many people never make it out the other end of that “I’m-the-shit” phase.

    Good on you.

  2. ryan says:

    i love the pet shop boys!!

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